The Angel vs Devil's Little Imaginary Neverland

S T R E S S ~ ~ ~

2008-08-29T11:44:00.003+08:00

This kind of life has been with me since 25th July, after that trip to Fraser Hill. I had never get enough rest since after that trip. Continuous labs at least half day or may be even whole day, continuous field trips almost every weekends, from Friday to Sunday. I'm having sore restless eyes now. Currently always fall asleep in the class, especially such an interesting Japanese Class. OMG!! I had to tell to you that this is the only weekend I'm free.. Next weekends I have to go to Sg. Lembing, Pahang to measure the width of the river, that's one of my jobs. I don't know what are the other stuff that the lecturers wanted us to do there. Next week I also have to pass up my proposal to my supervisor and a scientific paper for the subject "Scientific Communication". The next following week will be my proposal presentation week and also my Japanese mid sem exam. I always wanted to score my Japanese paper coz major papers are damn hard to score to me. I must study very hard this time and that week I'll have to go back to Fraser Hill to plant my species. High possibility have to fast together with them. I don't mind that actually coz I can still drink water but I'm already over stressed, I wish to get a rest by that time. I already can't afford to handle all these stresses accumulated since July. HELP ME!! I thought my supervisor will be considerate but I'm the one who tolerate with all these. I hate it!! Some more, my 2 coursemates have to go to help me. They have motion sickness and I'm so guilty coz they were asked to go to help me by our supervisor. I don't want them to go actually coz I have to see them feeling unwell, wanted to vomit but can't vomit. Argh!! I'm the culprit!! Shit!! I hate this feeling!! Buy candies and sour sour food for them but still the same.. Haiz!!

This is my LIFE!!

2008-08-12T19:17:00.003+08:00

Oh no no no no... I'm living in the hell for few weeks d.. This is my life.. So packed!!

Monday 8am - 4pm lab work for thesis, no breakfast and no lunch, 4pm - 6pm class, back bath, dinner, do assignment, watch not even 1 episode's drama. Then sleep.

Tuesday 10am - 2pm class. 2pm-5pm soil labs. Extra time during lab will be my lab work for thesis. damn it!! no breakfast and lunch as well for today.

Wednesday 10am - 2pm class. I have Japanese hiragana test this week, means tomorrow. After that I still dunno I have to go lab or not coz dunno got transport back home or not. Still no breakfast and lunch probably.

Thursday 12pm - 5pm lab work for thesis. 5pm - 6pm class. No breakfast and lunch for today too.

Wey hey!! I'm already a super girl, I don't feel hungry at all even though I don't eat. I'm numb and I don't have feelings now except sleepy all d time and due to my busy-ness, I have a lot of pending works.

Pending works:
- proposal writing.. not even start yet (due this Friday)
- field work to Fraser Hill to plant all those bloody plants.. diu!! (this Friday-Sunday)
- field work to Tasik Chini.. I dunno what to do there, can i be exempted?!?! (next Friday-Sunday)
- my pending lab works (Existence of Mg, K, Ca and P; ketumpatan pukal, ketumpatan kumin - this stupid experiment fail and made me have to redo where I spent 5 hours to do this stupid idiot experiment on Monday this week)
- notes to be given to my direct junior still with me
- rental also forget to pay
- tuition fees not yet settled

And I have so forgetful recently.. I feel like I have more pending works but I dun remember..
!@#$%^&

How I wish I have 40 hours a day now.. I'm so sick.. Every single thing makes me hard to breath now.. Arghhh..... I wanna back home!! I miss my bros there~ ='(

In Remembrance of My Dearest Godfather

2008-04-03T23:55:00.003+08:00

To my dearest kai pa:

I remember,
When I was a kiddo,
You brought me to the supermarket,
Almost every time when you're free.

I remember,
When I was a kiddo,
You bought me anything,
That I insisted I wanted it.

I remember,
When I was a kiddo,
You peeled and fed me pomelo,
Just because there're loads of seeds which I hate.

I remember,
When I was a kiddo,
You brought me in your car,
Went for sight-seeing.

Yin, your house has loads of my baby and toddler hood's memories..

Honestly, you and kai ma really really sayang me, more than my parents do. I loved overnight at your house, sleeping next to you and kai ma. But as I grown up, I seldom visited you again. I was so busy with my tuition. Kai ma was so busy babysitting Dillon and baby. You were so busy working outstation.

Recently, during the Chinese New Year, you called me and we visited kai ma that night, just right before the day I went back here (KL). I did ask for your mobile number because kai ma told me that you wanna find me. But I was so busy with my mid sem and assignments after that, and I was trying my best to complete them as soon as possible. Who knows that week that I planned to meet you up, I had to go for a fieldwork and I delayed my plan. And it was such a coincidence that you were involved in an accident and were in comma that raining Sunday night. I went to see you last Saturday afternoon, you were responding to me, by very slight move of your eyelid, and I thought that you will recover soon..

Today when I was in SkyBus, passing by Putrajaya, I was thinking if you have already woke up. And I have planned to visit you some time this weekend. But why didn't you wait for me? You left everyone of us when we were not by your side. I wonder how's kai ma now? Crying? Regretting not to follow you here just because of that baby boy?? And what 'bout Ai Wee jie jie??

Kai pa, Rest in Peace..

From the girl missing you so much.. :'(

...

2008-03-31T22:27:00.001+08:00

Well, nothing to write actually. A friend of mine asked me to remember this day - 30th March 2008 so just blogged it here..

Break In..

2008-03-22T21:57:00.002+08:00

There were thieves (believed to be two of them) broke into my house from my toilet's window on the 2oth early morning, around 4.15-5:40am while I was sleeping (OMG!!) , the same day I'm going to Fieldwork.. Both my mobiles were stolen so I dun have any mobile for temporary.. Then, there were another two laptops in the living room were stolen too.. I'm so sorry that I'm the cause for everything that happened.. I should have shut the window of my toilet.. I shan't sick.. I should have wake up earlier.. I shan't sleep like a pig.. I shan't...... I'm so sorry.. I really hate myself!! Why must I live till this age??

2008-03-19T07:47:00.002+08:00

你让我觉得人是自私的，我不能一而再，再而三的纵容你。

Shabu-Shabu Steamboat Buffet

2008-03-15T03:00:00.013+08:00

6 of my housemates and 2 girlfriends of the guys and I went to Puchong for steamboat buffet last night. Very very full indeed, and happy.. =)

So here are the pics of my steamboat.. (",)

Cooking some balls..

Look at the plates and dishes surrounding my steamboat.. o_O

Close up of my steamboat.. SLRPP~

Cooked cuttlefish, balls and seafood bean curd..

My roomate's favourite, and she's good in peeling d shell of the prawn with her mouth and teeth.. ; )

After some time.. We managed to stacked up like this tall, and continued eating.. haha..

Finally, no more balls and etc in the soup..

Empty bowl!!

And, finally my pork finished.. FULL~

Sushi King AGAIN!!!

2008-03-14T02:47:00.004+08:00

Lunch at Sushi King AGAIN!! I skipped class just for all these SUSHI~!~!

4 of us ate 18 plates of sushi .. A housemate of mine who doesn't like sushi contributed 3 plates only. haha.. He was forced to eat with us coz he didn't know what to eat for his lunch.. =P

Sushi again..

2008-03-09T16:17:00.003+08:00

My room mate and I with her two other friends went to Sushi King again. This time was a SMS we received that there's a BUY 1 FREE 1 Promotion for all Sushi item. 4 of us altogether ate 2 blue plates, 4 beige plates, 10 pink plates, 2 red plates and 2 purple plates. All 20 plates and 1 Saba Soba set. No pics taken though.. Guess how much have we eaten??

RM57++ only!! Cheap ler..

In order to get the promotion, key in My111 sushiking and send to 33365. 1 handphone number just can use once in a year. 1 thing i'm not sure is that dunno when will the promotion end. And, another things to tell you guys, do not send if you're not intended to go. A SMS costs RM3.50 and it'll expire a week later after you received the SMS.

Election Part 2

2008-03-08T17:06:00.012+08:00

Ok, I'd like to show you guys the rubbish produced during Malaysia's General Election 2008..

Here it goes...

The very exaggerate look of bus stop with that very huge piece of rubbish..

Small pieces of rubbish everywhere on the grass..

Rubbishhh...

More rubbishhh...

And even more..
(Sorry this isn't clear.. Took while the car is running at around 60kmh..)

A very very huge one though..

That's it for the rubbish.. I'd like to share something with you guys other than rubbish.. =)

The "not-sure-guard-house-or-temporary-office-of-new-construction-base" is sticked with all the small party banners as if people blind, can't see or what..

The very exaggerate bus stand look..

The very messy look..

To me, it's really like 怕死人家看不见.. If people see your efficiency and effectiveness in solving problems, they'll sure vote for you. It's useless to stick and hang all these things coz this is really annoying and irritating, spoiled the clean-looking city.. So PLEASE COLLECT AND CLEAN UP THE MESS AFTER THE ELECTION..

P/S: I'm not intended to offend any parties in the pictures uploaded in any part of my blog.. And, I really think that these are unwanted rubbish produced which that you can actually minimize them.. Instead of WASTING MONEY, ENERGY, RESOURCES to produce all these rubbish, why not you guys save the environment to show the people that your party is a really efficient one?!?!

Road Construction

2008-03-08T16:14:00.008+08:00

You can always see construction is everywhere when election is just around the corner. So here are the pics...

Destructing the road..

The tar..

Soon they gonna patch the road!!

Like this!! UGLY!!

Election Part 1

2008-03-06T00:33:00.018+08:00

Well, d General Election is coming, and I really hate it!!

This small, clean-looking city where I live is now overwhelmed with the parties' banners, posters and flags which that they think is very beautiful!! *vomit* And for sure not only this city, most cities also having this ugly look.

When wind blows and rain falls, these small banners (whatever you called it coz I don't know what it calls) will fall onto the grass and turn into rubbish!! Really plenty of them on the roadside, but I don't manage to capture any to attach them here, see if it's possible these few days.

Besides, those abusive banners that insult opposition parties also can be seen everywhere. And there's a XXX party telling the public that "HARGA MINYAK TURUN, UNDILAH XXX" (if you want the price of oil to decrease, vote XXX party) how funny is this?!?!

Sushi King

2008-03-02T00:50:00.003+08:00

Went to Sushi King for dinner last night with 5 other housemates. So here's the pic...

Six of us ate 2 blue plates, 9 beige plates, 5 pink plates and 2 red plates of sushi.. PLUS, 2 set meals and 2 tempuras.. haha.. FULL~~ and delicious!! *MuackxXx* We love SUSHI!!

Steamboat

2008-03-01T09:13:00.002+08:00

dadadada... I'm back again, after few months of lazy blogging. But I guess I won't stay long due to too many assignments to complete, and also to study now (I'm serious!!) =) Coz I'm going for a vacation during study week then when I back here, I'll sit on my final exam the next day. That's why I'm kinda hardworking now.. =P

My housemates and I went to eat Steamboat at Wong's Kitchen, Sg. Chua. We thought it's d buffet style steamboat coz written on the board of the restaurant's name: Shabu-shabu style.

So here's my steamboat...

My Tom Yam Soup

The noodle, some oyster mushroom, some golden needle mushroom, a small, tiny egg, some green vegetables..

2 pieces of bean curd (fu zhok), 2 pieces of vegetable balls, 2 pieces of wantan, 2 long long fish stuff, 2 pieces of fish balls, 2 pieces of chicken balls, 2 pieces of sotong (squid) balls, a pork ball, a dumpling and a filament stick.. THAT'S IT!!

And a glass of Honey Lemon..

The soup with some balls and filament stick inside..

The steamboat set costs RM12.90 and the Honey Lemon costs RM3.50

It's really expensive man.. Those ingredients cost less than RM5.. x_x

And, the noodle isn't nice with Tom Yam soup...

Birthday Celebration ^^

2007-11-17T17:56:00.000+08:00

The night before yesterday, my housemates came back from exam, telling us that we would be having a small party on the next day, which means yesterday, usinges the money we earned from KIY's Pesta Tanglung. Then we were liked, OK, good, not bad.

Well, last night turned out to be a big SURPRISE coz we don't know that they bought a cake to celebrate the December babies' birthday, 3 of us (of course including me!!) They cooked all the dishes, I meant the boys who didn't have exam yesterday!! Incredible right?? And their cooking are rated between 3-4 stars, very good!! haha..

A banana chocolate cake, 6-8 dishes, Coke, watermelon, 11 people, 3 presents.. We chose our own presents, and since I'm the youngest, I was given the chance to choose first.. o0o, I love my present!! A sweet photo frame!!

I love u guys!! Thanks a lot for the advanced birthday celebration..

Countdown: 6 days to finish exams, 7 days to back home!! I can't wait any longer man!!

2007-11-14T22:42:00.000+08:00

Come 'on my dear, u must be determined!! Go grab ur notes and start studying!! Ignore anything that may distract u!! Start memorize all the Biosafety and ISO and etc stuff!! GO STUDY!! THINK!! U're going back in another 10 days!!

~Meow Meow~

2007-11-10T09:09:00.000+08:00

A cutey de lil' kitty entered my house last night.. hahaha.. cute lil' brown kitty!! love him/her so much.. Really adorable!! muah~ =P

De-li-cious!!

2007-11-04T22:17:00.000+08:00

My Malay neighbour opened house for their New Year celebration this afternoon. My housemates and I were invited over for lunch. Well, we were shy actually coz we were not so close to them, and always make noise in the midnight since all of us were "owls", not sure if we had disturbed them. hehe.. *paiseh-ness*

Ok, turn back to the topic, we were invited again when my housemate opened the door, wanted to go out for lunch at somewhere else, due to our "paiseh-ness". haha.. Then, we were at the next door finally. We had eaten beef rendang, chicken curry, acar and ketupat. The curry wasn't so nice although we did smell it from our house. (We were very hungry maybe, coz we went there at around 2.30pm) But, the beef rendang tasted so delicious.. Oh man, it's so soft, not like some beef that so hard to tear.. So sorry that there's no pics taken yea.. LoLxXx~ Don't jealous!!

Gotta go, have to study for tomorrow exam.. =P

Movie on Demand!!

2007-11-04T01:37:00.000+08:00

Hey dude, I've watched a nice movie yesterday.. It was named The Pianist!! *thumbs up* Didn't regret for spending time downloading such movie.

This movie origins from a book written by the Jewish pianist, Wladyslaw Szpilman. It revolves around him who survived in World War II due to the help provided by a German army. He just died recently, in 2000, at the age of 88.

I've wikied it for you guys.
Here goes the link for the movie.
--> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Pianist_(2002_film)

While this is the memoir of Szpilman.
--> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Pianist_(memoir)

Enjoy!!

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2007-10-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

I don't know what's playing in my mind now. I don't know if I'm happy? Or that I'm sad? Or hurted? Or whatever.. I dun like people shouting at me, instructing me and etc even though those happen everyday at my home. Maybe I need your respects in the mean time that I respect you people? Or I'm now paying off my debt that I owed you people in my previous life? Or that I've got used to this way of life, and now I've numb towards it? But how come, and why I woke up all in a sudden, without any symptoms? I want somewhere that suits me better, some place that I belong to.. Sometimes, I feel like wanna escape, and even hide myself in a little corner, not wanting anyone to disturb me. I don't know if I'm doing right this way. So, I told myself to stand upright and face it!! Everything will be over.. 总有雨过天晴的一天..

Maybe I should hide myself, leave me alone!!

Exam Again..

2007-10-30T02:29:00.000+08:00

Sigh~ In around 12 hours, I'm gonna sit for my final exam.. =.=||| This mood of blogging always come not on time, especially during exam.. How sad is that isn't it?!?! Argh.. This coming paper will be more on theories and concepts, but I only know how to calculate. So, guys, wish me luck in my Statistics Exam tomorrow.. Nitez..

P/S: OMG~ I'm so crazy in watching movie at this very moment, need some cure for my ~~obsession~~ addiction.. Muahahaha.. I dunno why, my mood of watching movies and dramas always come when it's time to study and prepare for exam.. *swt* I wanna watch ANIME this time!! Totoro, here I come, soon!! Blah~ =)

English Learning Session =)

2007-10-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna teach u guys some ~~English~~ here. ermm.. I think it sounds more professional if I called it Manglish. Dunno in what mood is this. LoLxXx~

Ok, this is the way that my dearest housemates and I always talk at our home. Here it goes..

哎呀，给你知道掉！！ (Mandarin)

点佐耶？？ (Cantonese)

Then, here's d English version that we created!!

Aiya, give you know diao!! XD (doesn't it sound so cute?!?!) Muahahaha...

How do work?? (make ur tune as how the Cantonese version sounds.. undeniably funny!!)

I've learnt to crap with them, and almost all of us can be categorized as insane people from the way we talk, until sometimes when they talk something I'll laugh like hell, uncontrollable. So glad to have known them.. Haha.. Too many funny things that happen everyday at our home. Love you guys so much, will miss you guys much this holiday. MuackxXx~~ Take care everyone!!

Fed Up!!

2007-10-02T03:20:00.000+08:00

There's some particular reasons that made me so fed up with some irresponsible people, don't wanna mention who..

My dear coursemates, so sorry for always bothering u guys, asking u guys the same old question. But there's still no news for that, don't know how to tell u guys. Regretted for trusting people too much and ended up this way.. Really hopeless people!! Sigh~ Getting so much troubles for helping people.. Meaningless!!

2007-09-20T02:42:00.000+08:00

Dear ALL~

Happy Mooncake Festival~

中秋节快乐~

Mid Autumn Festival

2007-09-18T02:43:00.000+08:00

My previous residential college's Mid Autumn Festival Carnival had just over.. My house mates were there to sell some unique food, Maggi Pizza, have u guys heard of that before?? It's delicious~ Helped them out while eating for free.. LoLxXx~ Had loads of fun actually.. But hey, even all these had passed, I'm gonna sit for my Soil Science Mid Sem ~~tomorrow~~ in the afternoon.. Sienz~ Hope it won't be like the Quiz he gave us few weeks ago.. That was damn hard.. 70++ marks only I think I've got 5 marks like that.. So terrible.. Hope this time will be fine.. No relief man~

And, I'm not so happy with my dedication stuff, not sent to my dears by today, even that I've told the juniors and they said OK.. I shan't have trusted juniors~ Very bu dim!! Mooncakes for dedication also didn't promote to seniors, seniors wanna dedicate also don't know how.. Don't know what are they doing.. Lazy!! Besides, after this carnival, they were the ones who should tidy up the mess, but some of them didn't.. Instead, they were queuing up at the Labyrinth Haunted House there for free entrance.. Haiz~ Juniors are so worse.. =.=

But, it's undeniable that some of them working hard for this carnival.. Obviously, I can see them putting much efforts for it, squeezing their brain juice to overcome problems.. But, sad to say, that's not my direct, I wonder what is he doing.. Hmm...

Problem!!

2007-09-10T01:56:00.000+08:00

Big problem!! Haiz~ What to say ler??

My notes are all in English, and this Wednesday's mid sem I'm gonna answer in Malay. How?? So Frustrated!! It's like asking me to commit suicide lar.. My Malay is so limited and I wonder how well can I answer, I meant define and explain in Malay. Argh~~ I hate that!! I hate doing translation, which is now I'm doing!! Got no choice!! TORTURING man!! It's so time consuming and can never be understood, I really hope that I can get better result this time my dears!! Big Big Sigh~ =.=||||||||| HA!! I feel so relief!!

Wish me luck in studying and my coming & never ending mid sem exam~

Cultural Carnival of PT 28

2007-09-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

I just went to a Mooncake Festival Cultural Carnival at Dewan Kajang with 2 housemates and a friend. Although not much food that sold, but it's overall quite nice since I missed the previous year's carnival due to mid sem exam. Got to know 2 cute juniors from my previous residential college, they are CUTE~ haha~ Anyway, nice knowing them.. =)

Good luck in coming exams, my dears~ Take care always!! Tata~

Life..

2007-09-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

When it comes to things that made you feel so frustrated, you may be blaming yourselves, why I didn't this and that rite?? But, there's no use crying over spilt milk. How much you have regretted won't change things that had happened, the decision that you had made. When you are trying to do something for someone's good, even for a party, when people don't appreciate it, after you've tried to explain (you did explain after all, to listen or not, to accept or not, that's something that you can't control), so why not you just let bygones be bygones?? It's their business after all, take it or leave it!! This is our so-called LIFE.. Problems come and go.. Things will sort out and be forgotten after that, slowly and naturally. Forgive and forget. Cheers, peoples~

I Hate Exam!!

2007-09-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

My mid sem started since last Thursday, the 30th August) and it'll only end in another 2 weeks, on the 18th of September. Two papers down, still have 3 more, 1 not yet confirmed with the date yet. These three papers are very tough, too many things needed to be memorize.. Sigh~ Some more I always skipped class, day dreaming and sleeping in the class if I did attend class.. So not confident in these coming tests.. =.=||| Don't know why, those 2 papers that already passed I'm so confident, it's too easy to score but too easy to lose marks too.. Guess I'm doing alright.. Hope so at least.. =P

Whatever you're dreading, that's the things you must face!!
- quoted from Getting Over Getting Mad by Judy Ford.

So Do I~ I must enjoy and love my life like I always do =)

The "Crazy + Lovely" Juniors

2007-08-31T07:16:00.000+08:00

A coursemate of mine brought 4 of our juniors out last nite to buy their field trip's necessities. We shopped in Tesco and then went for supper in the biggest satay house in Kajang. Chit chatted loads of stuff. Fun is all that I could describe. Really feel like hanging around with my buddies again due to their craziness. And, another thing is that it has been very long time I didn't get to fool around with friends of my age and this random feeling made me feel like I'm young.. Undeniably, YES we are young!! LoLxXx~ They really deserved to be sayang o0o..

So miss them lar.. Wish them luck in their field trip. =)

My 4th Field Trip

2007-08-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

I had just back from a field trip to Kuantan, Pahang and Kemaman, Terengganu, which required all 23 of us (17 Geoscience's coursemates, 1 lecturer, 3 laboratory assistants and 2 bus drivers) spending time, sitting in the bus more than going out for field work. =.=||| Honestly, I spent most of my time sleeping in the bus, due to extreme boredom, and so did all of us, NO EXCEPTION!! This field trip wasn't as fun as my few previous ones, as dealing with different coursemates who I wasn't close to. To me, the way they think is quite conservative, which made me bored. So, in order to go crazy like the "usual" or "normal" me, I preferred to hang around with those Malays & a really funny, open-minded lab assistant. Mixing with them can really drive me crazy, made this field trip more happening.

~A very happy birthday to my Kelly Dear~

In the bus, on the way back to my university, I managed to recall my last flight to KL from Labuan, blogged on 6th July, titled: A Journey with A New Aircraft. Still remember that AirAsia's engineer?? Oh, I can't recall his look, even though I've tried to. It was so blur in my mind. How forgetful am I?!?!

On the journey, we stopped by Temerloh's Rest Station for lunch. There, fortunately, I still managed to buy some souvenirs back for my beloved housemates, dear junior, my Kelly Dear and of course, not to forget, the ME!! This is the first time I've got myself a memento, for sure I'll treasure it, as a remembrance that I've been to Pahang. (I once went to Cotton Island for field trip. I bought all my lovely blockmates, seniors and PT's daddy & mummy a gift but I forgot 'bout myself. So sad..) The mementos are considered expensive compared to those I bought during the trip to Cotton Island. But I'll buy, for the sake of all my dears, for treating me so good all this while.. =)

Places that I've visited:
Day 1 (24th August 2007)
- Haji Shaari's Quarry in Karak, Pahang.
Day 2 (25th August 2007)
- Teluk Cempedak Beach in Kuantan, Pahang.
- Roadside: Weathering of Granites (on the way to Batu Hitam Beach)
- Batu Hitam Beach in Kuantan, Pahang.
- Temasik Beach in Kemaman, Terengganu.
Day 3 (26th August 2007)
- Sungai Lembing Museum in Pahang.

Deep in My Mind

2007-08-23T23:41:00.000+08:00

It's been quite some time I didn't blog, due to my over laziness + busy life + infinite assignments. I'm off to field trip tomorrow.

Quite miss my younger brother, who is now in Curtin, Miri. Don't know how has he been there, because he always need people to worry 'bout him, remind him every single thing, just like a boy who hasn't grown up but I know he's already considered quite independent, compared to many friends of my age. None of my siblings will home sick.. (kinda pity our parents duh.. hehe..) He's still the lil boy in our eyes, at least in mine.

I never realized that I care for my brother so much until the day he got his right elbow fractured when Dad & Mum were on a vacation. And that was the time I realized that I really need someone to keep me company, especially during a blackout in the dark. I actually very rely on him, and I would wash his clothes with my bare hands when the water pump wasn't functioning, cooked for him even he complained a lot as he's a fussy eater, for the reason that his bone fractured, he should be taken care of. But I think deep in my heart, I really love and appreciate this naughty brother of mine. And maybe due to this reason, I treat my junior well, wanting him to get what he deserves to, care a lot for him, like he's my real younger brother even though he's few months elder than I am. People misunderstand but I never care 'bout that. They have their rights to voice out their thoughts, I can't control what others think of me. In fact, what others think of me is none of my business.

I miss you guys, my buddies!! I really appreciate and love everyone around me, ranging from my buddies, my blockmates, my seniors, my coursemates, my housemates, my relatives and my friends. Every single of them!! I don't know why, just can't tell why I have this kind of feeling, since when I have it.. It has been quite some time, maybe after my Matriculation. Separation is always sad. Hope that you guys are doing well, in anywhere, everywhere on Earth!! Blessed with love and happiness..

Happenings

2007-07-27T09:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was such a lovely day!! It was my roomie's 21st birthday!!

With all the surprises we planned, it turned to be just some pieces of junks, as she planned to bring all of us out for a dinner at C Beach Cafe.

We had our dinner while playing games, such as playing cards and UNO Stacko. And of course, punishment was "discussed" and "implemented" for every UNO Stacko games for the loser. And for sure, the coward me, won't be joining in such game coz the punishment was so embarrassing. Some unlucky housemates were asked to march in front of the crowded cafe, while some were asked to say "it's so warm" (at night) to the customers in the cafe, bringing along the decorative umbrella for our drinks. Very embarrassing rite??

So, I didn't join them playing UNO Stacko. Instead, I played card. But at last, we turned to UNO Stacko too!! And I lost a game. I was asked to say "I love you" to a stranger in the cafe. *tomato face* And they suggested to just say to the waiter, since that my roomie was paying the bill. Oh no, I can't believe that I had shamed myself again.. *sigh*

Anyway, we did have fun!! It was a very happening night spent with my crazy housemates.

Shock

2007-07-11T01:39:00.000+08:00

This morning, I woke up seeing my house mate searching for his mobile phone. His mobile phone was supposed to be placed next to him on the floor near the window (He's staying at ground floor, a room with grill) but we couldn't find it. We had tried to call his mobile but still failed to listen any ring tone.

Then, another house mate who had forgotten his wallet at the dining room without curtain had also lost all the money in his wallet, around 150 bucks. I was so shock to know that the thief managed to take the wallet from the sliding door (even that we locked it) and the mobile phone from below the window. And we saw a knife (quite broad in terms of width) outside the corridor. I'm terrifically shock. I hope that my laptop will be safe, always and all the while I stay here. Peace~

A Journey with A New Aircraft

2007-07-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

My semester break has come to an end.. No more holidays until mid October.. Sad isn't it??

And, I'm now living in my new house after I back in KL, with the other 9 housemates. Definitely, I like them so much!! NO!! I'm lying to myself..

I love 'em!!

I was flying here by AirAsia, since that it's dirt cheap compare to MAS.

I'd proudly say that I'm flying with a 27 years old handsome AirAsia's engineer!! He sat in the same row as me, and there was only 1 seat that set us apart, by my backpack and lappie.. =)
BUT, he's married!! He told me that he was there to certify *dunno what*. I guess it's the plane!! YES!! I'm sitting on a new aircraft.. NoNo!! NOT new since that I wasn't the first one. I was the second one to sit on that new aircraft.. Kinda proud too!! LoLxXx~

My semester gonna start next week.. Wish me luck.. See ya~

A Little Self Introduction

2007-07-01T16:08:00.000+08:00

I'm not a fresh blogger anymore, but I'm seeking for a better blog to stay forever. So, here I am!!

I've just started this blog, so I think a short introduction on me is very important, and I'll make it my first post!! Enjoy!!

I'd love to be known as Fairy who love the Autumn in Japan, as when the flowers of lovely Sakura fall.. I was born on the 23rd of December, 1987.. If your maths is brilliant, you can actually make a guess that.. YEAH!! I'm 19 this year.. So, feel free to drop any gifts on my birthday.. *throwing a pleasing look* What?! NO?! =( Can lar ok??

I'm obsessed with buying tees, shoes and bags!! A typical shopaholic I can say!! I love buying junk food too, but I'm now taking control on myself since that they are those very unhealthy food. I'm inculcating myself to good eating habit!! Unbelievable?? o_O

I love collecting bookmarks, especially the cute ones, and I don't use them!! That's why my parents always scold me for collecting stuff and end up in the rubbish bin after they turned yellow!! *sigh* But I really love that and feel heartache *ouch* to use them.. Besides, I love soft toy, ranging from dog, teddy, whale, dolphin.. to the Disney cartoon characters!!

Apart from that, I'm very into ART!! I love to create my own stuff, although I'm lousy in drawing.. I love to make birthday cards for my friends when I'm free (ok, even though I'm busy too..) coz I think a DIY card takes time to complete, with loads of sincerity and love over the card. But if I'm really very busy, I think the beautiful cards that sell everywhere would just enough.

Anime is my favourite too, from whichever country, no matter it's 2D or 3D, as long as I love the story.. Not to mention only that, drama and movie are my favourites too, besides anime.. Yeah!! Be it a Japanese, Korea, Hong Kong or Taiwan drama!! And also Singapore's, since that they are reflecting the realities in life that happen to be in everywhere on Earth.. Yes, that's very true.. No offence!!

I love clover leaf, especially the four-leaves-clover.. I'll be very lucky if I have one.. Also, sunflower that resembles the never failed to be happy me, and water lily which represents the pure me, PURITY, sincere from my heart!! I love maple leaf too which is the national "leaf" of Canada although I'm not a Canadian. I love it's shape and it looks nice in its orange-red-yellowish colour!! And not to forget the Bodhi leaf, which is the favourite of the Buddhists. Its outstanding shape makes it so beautiful to be a bookmark, after you have bleached and dried it..

I love to swim and I love the water!! I wanted to learn diving when I have money one day and also surfing!! Water sports are always irresistible to me!! They rawkxXx!! Last but not least, I love to sleep!! I'm a PIG and that's why piglets are CUTE!! Have you watched Charlotte's Web?! I love it so much even though I still haven't watched it, till now!!

I'm a skater, an inline skater~ I do ice-skate too but ONCE only.. I love people who figure skates due to its gracefulness.. For sure you'll agree with me rite?? Although I have skated for so long, since I was 10, I didn't learn any tricks coz I learnt on my own, just skate for the sake of fun and I feel like I'm flying freely. That's why I love it so much. Currently, I'm learning to skate backward. It's hard duh, although I'm not a freshie!!

From the sports I play, you won't think I'm a girl!! But YES, I'm a girl who doesn't show any signs of a girl other than my physical appearance.. Hoho~ I'm more to a boy.. Oh well, a "gentlewoman" since that I really do what gentlemen do.. Ok, even more gentlemen than the men.. XD