Thursday, August 23, 2007

Deep in My Mind

It's been quite some time I didn't blog, due to my over laziness + busy life + infinite assignments. I'm off to field trip tomorrow.

Quite miss my younger brother, who is now in Curtin, Miri. Don't know how has he been there, because he always need people to worry 'bout him, remind him every single thing, just like a boy who hasn't grown up but I know he's already considered quite independent, compared to many friends of my age. None of my siblings will home sick.. (kinda pity our parents duh.. hehe..) He's still the lil boy in our eyes, at least in mine.

I never realized that I care for my brother so much until the day he got his right elbow fractured when Dad & Mum were on a vacation. And that was the time I realized that I really need someone to keep me company, especially during a blackout in the dark. I actually very rely on him, and I would wash his clothes with my bare hands when the water pump wasn't functioning, cooked for him even he complained a lot as he's a fussy eater, for the reason that his bone fractured, he should be taken care of. But I think deep in my heart, I really love and appreciate this naughty brother of mine. And maybe due to this reason, I treat my junior well, wanting him to get what he deserves to, care a lot for him, like he's my real younger brother even though he's few months elder than I am. People misunderstand but I never care 'bout that. They have their rights to voice out their thoughts, I can't control what others think of me. In fact, what others think of me is none of my business.

I miss you guys, my buddies!! I really appreciate and love everyone around me, ranging from my buddies, my blockmates, my seniors, my coursemates, my housemates, my relatives and my friends. Every single of them!! I don't know why, just can't tell why I have this kind of feeling, since when I have it.. It has been quite some time, maybe after my Matriculation. Separation is always sad. Hope that you guys are doing well, in anywhere, everywhere on Earth!! Blessed with love and happiness..

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