Break In..

There were thieves (believed to be two of them) broke into my house from my toilet's window on the 2oth early morning, around 4.15-5:40am while I was sleeping (OMG!!) , the same day I'm going to Fieldwork.. Both my mobiles were stolen so I dun have any mobile for temporary.. Then, there were another two laptops in the living room were stolen too.. I'm so sorry that I'm the cause for everything that happened.. I should have shut the window of my toilet.. I shan't sick.. I should have wake up earlier.. I shan't sleep like a pig.. I shan't...... I'm so sorry.. I really hate myself!! Why must I live till this age??